Last night I spend the evening at Barnes and Nobles paging thru some books. There was one about getting the best digital black and white, one called Grandmothers, The Faces of Ireland (i think). One about mothers and daughters (I'm not sure I'll make it thru the teenage years), and my favorite for now, American Music, which was a collection of photos by Annie Leibovitz.
Almost exactly a year ago, I made the decision to start marketing to the masses. If I go thru session by session, you can see where I started to move away from what I love about photography to what I think will sell better. Which is all well and good from a $ standpoint. But after taking a month off over the holidays, it's hard to get back into it. While getting a nice big check is still exciting, it's been a while since I've taken any thing that's been exciting for me. I have no problems getting 20+ images that will sell, but I'm not feeling inspired or creative about what I'm doing.
Back to my original point. Looking thru American Music reminded me exactly why I decided to do this in the first place. While I'm far from that level, that's the feeling/mood that I love about photography. I woke up feeling un-stagnant (is that a word) and ready to get back to it.
This Saturday, I'm going to play with the dh and kids. He'll be traveling on business in the future, and the girls like to send photos with him. And I have a session coming up in two weeks that are with some of my favorite kids (this will be the 3rd time I've photographed them) and the mom is pretty laid back about what she wants. Pretty much whatever I want to do.
So I guess this could go in the business/law section, but for me it's more a matter of art as opposed to business. Business-wise, I know I can do this. To keep challenging myself artistically is where I'm struggling.
BTW, my favorite photo from the book was the one of Jerry Garcia. But she does beautiful work for Vouge as well.