I think I have decided to start again.

What I want in a camera is:

To be able to take fantastic close ups that are clear - for example a bug on a leaf

I would like relatively good zoom, but not super zoom, a zoom that will enable me to get clear pictures of something far away (not as important as the close up)

I want clear, and generally non blurry pictures

I want a compact camera

I think I needed to start like this ^